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Taste these wonderful shrooms. by lowsodium, literature

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Taste these wonderful shrooms.

How long are you going to live this lie ? You fake every emotion you show.. You break every promise you make.. and skip every event you promise to make.. Dialing ten digits three times a day, isn't what i should be doing. "call me back" "my friends are here" "i'll call you back" the three most popular sayings i hear you repeat day after day.. and i still try to make plans with you.. a girls night out, what a suprise, turns into a night with me, you and a handful of guys.. they're all looking at you, flirting with you and you throw it right back.. forgetting you have a boyfriend waiting at home for you promise him to be home by ten,

dirty needles, and rusty nails by lowsodium, literature

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dirty needles, and rusty nails

Don't move… The slightest move will make us come crashing down. We're stacked like a deck of cards forming a castle….. Don't say a word… They'll catch onto this game of hide and seek we play No one is supposed to know about this… No one is supposed to know about us.. Don't let the word out It may ruin your reputation I told you not to slip, but you did anyway Say goodbye to all those lovely names they gave to you Say goodbye to all those friends you used to have Say goodbye to the life you used to love Now you'll just be a piece of shit like me.. Yea, you'll just be a piece of shit like me..

You-0 Corporate Assholes-1 by lowsodium, literature

OH SHIT.. ITS THE OLYMPIC BUS by lowsodium, literature

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OH SHIT.. ITS THE OLYMPIC BUS

is it really worth it to take that next step. is it worth it to say those words think carefully, this is your life youre fucking with. don't break those promises you made. they mean the world to her, cant you see... it only takes a couple minutes to call her up, to remind her how much you love her. but wait that's a sin. you're too macho for that. wait, don't say that.you're only a macho man around them. flaunt those abs. smoke that cheeba. snort the cocaine. but once you go home. you're a real sweetheart. greet her with a black eye and put her to sleep with a fist to the temple. oh this is true love, this is true love don't worry about the b

typical teenage suicide by lowsodium, literature

a masterpiece within itself. by lowsodium, literature

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a masterpiece within itself.

Dancing so lovely, swaying side to side.. hips moving so seductively.. arms straight down at the side.. a masterpiece within itself.. watching from my neighbors window i love how she moves.. watching her shadow.. glide across the shades minutes from exploding, all over this chair. day after day, she never stops moving.. as if she never gets tired.. her feet must hurt, after so much dancing.. but yet, she goes on. weeks go by, and i decide to drop a line. i send a postcard, exclaiming my love for her dance no one responds, three weeks go by, and she's still dancing.. swaying side to side hips moving so seductivley arms stra

feed me your cynaide pills by lowsodium, literature

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feed me your cynaide pills

With every accusation you make With every argument you start... it makes think, you don't really care you call me your daughter.. but it doesnt mean a thing.. it's just a title given to me.. you've admitted it in the past.. i'm a back seat accident.. a broken condom to say the least. with every day that passes.. it makes me hate you more.. you think my ego needs a boost so you tell me how lucky i am to be alive.. i'm lucky i didn't die when i was still in your womb you told grandma, how sometimes you wish you had an abortion.. yea, that makes me feel great.. knowing you think i should've been killed. those conversations you ha

everything has to end by lowsodium, literature

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everything has to end

'My heart is breaking with every beat of that drum. 'As this day ends so does the love we once had. 'With every waking breath for the past two months. I spent it thinking about you , and me. and what we could be, From now, until the day I die.. my life will be an empty void. Your starlit eyes will be no where in sight, your memorizing smile is forever gone.I remember watching you inhale cigarettes so lavishly.. but just like those we're fading out, we are almost burnt out. Once this clock strikes twelve, it's all over. we're all over. It was fun while it lasted. but all fun comes to an end. and this is th

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together forever by lowsodium, literature

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together forever

I watched from afar the sun glistening off your face, I was completely memorized by your smile. I was to busy staring off into space thinking about you, I didn't even realize that you had walked off before I had a chance to catch your name. I looked for days trying to find what you name was. I asked around no one knew. They asked if this guy I was describing came from the movies… they said ' now a days guys don't come like that, they have spikey hair metal bracelets and fresh mouths` but you didn't… you were a dream guy in my book with shaggy long hair .. the days starting adding up and I was giving up… until I saw you through the halls.. run

i remember the day that we met by lowsodium, literature

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i remember the day that we met

I remember the day we met… the sky was dark…. The roads were wet… our moods were swinging higher than any child can go on a swing.. we sat there quiet at first, blushing in the cheeks now and again… we waited for out friends to introduce us… just so we could be let loose.. we sat there playing a child's games.. Monopoly and clue were the games of the day. I remember how you beat me in monopoly and apologized to me for not letting me win. I thought that was so very sweet of you. I remember watching you as you were playing the chords… your face was gleaming with cheerfulness.. your hands so precisely moving around.. not a bad note in the many s

what good is our revolution by lowsodium, literature

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what good is our revolution

Drunken acts during the day and sleepless Prozac nights, what a revolution, what a revolution. We declared our independence from the traditional rules just like the flappers in 1920, but look at us now, where are we at, making it worse for ourselves sitting here ruining our livers what good is this? We declared a revolution to change the way we act. From straight A's and apple juice to no school and alcohol our parents are proud now... our parents are glad to say their kid is a pill popping alcohol drinking derelict. They raised us well, and sent us in the right direction. But we wanted a name for ourselves and went the other way, anarchy and

i really did love you by lowsodium, literature

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i really did love you

dont be scared when im telling you this, don't be afraid, nor sad or guilty I want you to feel relived that you know its not your fault. Remember the day you saw a cut across my wrist and asked me what it was.. I replied with a simple "oh it's a scrape from a rock" you believed me like a child believes in old St.Nick. I wore all black, and always had tons of bracelets on..just to cover up the scars. You thought it was just a phase.. you never put much thought into thinking that I was actually hurting myself. Instead you thought I was the daughter you always wanted straight A's friends and lovable.. but I was anything but that. I was the ugly

i miss the way it used to be by lowsodium, literature

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i miss the way it used to be

I miss the notes I found randomly placed so I would find them two or three weeks later. I loved the way they were written in small boyish handwriting, horrible grammar and misspelled words with the note ending with an ' I love you ' I miss seeing you everyday standing so lavishly inhaling the smoke from that filthy cigarette I miss how for hours we could talk without any words but understand what one another was saying. I miss the way we loved each other.. I miss the way it used to be..

you fucked over my life by lowsodium, literature

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you fucked over my life

I know this depression wont fade.. do you recall the last time I was honestly happy? Not putting on an act.. just to avoid all the questions and stares? I can recall that time.. it was when I was with you.. I was so happy lying in your arms.. I was content, my life was fulfilled. I loved you while I was with you, but hated you when you were gone. The phone calls weren't enough for me.. i wanted to you understand me.. I needed you to understand me.. countless nights on the phone you would hear me crying.. contemplating suicide again.. you talked me out of it.. promised me the world.. but the next week the same thing happened again.. the redund

jersey city by lowsodium, literature

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jersey city

i had so soon forgotten how i loved to go to jersey city, and stay for days upon days with my family and friends.. as we were driving along exit 13, passing carteret there was the stench of sewage gas and propane lingering in the air, how i forgot that felt with the wind running through my hair... passing rex plex oh so many memories held in there.. coming past the bayonne exit where i spotted my first bum, coming the the blvd. where blacks whites hispanics muslims and chinese all live in harmony, passing 440 and comunipaw avenue the year round carnival finally passing safety inspection to be open on the joyus holiday, rose sellers passing yo

sitting thinking contemplating by lowsodium, literature

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sitting thinking contemplating

Sitting thinking contemplating On when you'll come running back Im falling faster than autumn leaves on a god damn windy day Waiting for you to notice Scabs forming…blood still flowing through my veins Hoping for a deep sleep to come over me In love with your smile and how it used to be Missing those nights spent crying on the phone Feel the tingle sensation run wildly through me No need for prozac tonight I already have the razor in my hand Wanting you back hoping you'll stop this tonight.. A note to you covered in blood not a word can be read I love you tonight, I'll love you forever

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Ugly by tneconni, literature

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Ugly

On her knees again Staring at her sullen reflection in the toilet bowl water Watching, as she thrusts her fingers down her throat And flushes away the pain Pale, ashen, skin clinging to her withered frame Wasting away from the beautiful person she once was Her distorted body is disintegrating before her eyes But in her disoriented state, nothing is wrong The false images she sees on her television screen Are etched into her mind They are all she sees And have stolen her life from her Her weak knees buckle beneath her She falls to the cold bathroom floor Her breath dwindles to a mere word... 'Ugly'

- Fragile - by silvertopaz, literature

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- Fragile -

I lie like a glass figurine Tottering on the edge of a table, Not daring to move Not daring to breathe For even the tiniest motion Will break the wall That I have placed Between me and my feelings. Just one crack And they will reemerge To overwhelm me with their strength And tear at my heart. The wall is my only protection, The only way that I can survive Once it is gone, so am I. So I must lie still Until the wall grows stronger Only then can I breathe again.

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lowsodium

Jul 1, 2004

maybeeeee..

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i'm not saying, i'm leaving, but i'm not saying i'm staying either.. on this account anyway.. things are becoming more and more complicated and im beginning to write more personal pieces directed to some of my friends who read this.. and i know, you're not going to like what im writing which would just start major drama.. so i'm getting another account.. well debating about it anyway.. if you get a note from me then you'll know i want you to continue reading otherwise you're beat..

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lowsodium

Jun 29, 2004

hmm..

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my cousin smells funny..

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lowsodium

Jun 18, 2004

Mhmmm/.

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go to see.. section 1211 + a lost memory ...at krome..   on the 26th.. 5pm.. ten bucks to get in.. yayyayaya

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bittersweetpoet

Jun 26, 2004

it doesn't matter that we haven't talked to each other in a while. people who care are always people who care. and friends- can always just pick up where they left off and pretend like nothing ever happened.

you are wonderful.

IamTylerDurden

Jun 7, 2004

Worker bees can leave
Even drones can fly away
The queen is their slave

please smile.

vicki shouts out much luv....

shatteredxserenity

Feb 14, 2004

deeeeeeebra! debbie i miss you!

thanks for the friend, dear one. ^^

bittersweetpoet

Feb 13, 2004

YOU HAVE BEEN GLOMPED! Spread the glomping love around! Pick 4 of yer buddehs and paste this message on their userpage!

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can't glomp the person who glomped you!
2- You can't glomp the same person! EVER AGAIN!!
3- You -MUST- glomp 4 people! If you don't you're a terrible person and I shall take your soul!! (Norway doesn't like what this rule is saying...)
4- This must be put on their userpage! Nowhere else!
5- You must actually like the person to glomp them!

Remember the person who glomped you loves you! So you must glomp a person you love as well!

This glomping was started by ~ demon-of-the-light SPREAD THE LUUUUV!!!

TWiSTEDCAP

Feb 8, 2004

hey who are you? you added me and ill gladly add you back, but i just wanna know who you are.